Wonders and Doubts

Why do they make you wait so long to see a doctor? I have a ton of questions about diet and other stuff and I have to wait. Like is Nutrasweet really the horrible deformity maker that the internet makes it out to be, because I am having a tough time giving it up when I can't have sugar. Splenda is great, but the internet says that isn't any better really. Not to mention Splenda is not in as many drinks as it was when it first came out. I am taking a regular multivitamin and worry I am getting too much vitamin A even though 23% of it is in the form of betacarotein. I am having weird pregnancy dreams too. I dreamed I was sleeping with the twin brother of one of my patients. My patient is a very old, very sick man... yuck. I haven't dreamed I am having puppies yet though. I am still queezy a lot and tired ALL the time. I did manage to do the dishes and take the recycling to the basement though.. yeah me!! I don't want to be pregnant anymore. (Yes, still want the pumpka I am carrying, but just don't want to carry her) I tell you if I could travel back in time I would tell Eve what a stupid horrible idiot she was. :0